Dethklan the Blog

So, Yesterday I experienced my first panic attack

2012-02-04T00:51:00.001-08:00

It's a very unpleasant experience. I am going to start up daily updates again.

How to message girls on OKCupid, Plenty of fish, etc.

2012-01-28T02:07:00.000-08:00

Men usually fuck up when messaging to girls. Understandable, but then they wonder why they get no messages and get all fucked up, they don't realize THEY fucked up. So here is some big ass tips on to hopefully increase your reply backs at least.

Read their damned profile, top to bottom and get hints from their demands.

What most guys end up doing is looking at their pictures and then pressing message, trying something witty. The profile is up there for a reason, they want you to know them before you even talk, read that sucker. Don't skim it or you might miss some hints (sometimes girls bust in these easter egg hints to make sure people are paying attention) and act on those hints if they basically demand it. (Example: Don't message me with Hi, say this instead, etc.)

Don't message them with something way too simple

Messaging her with something small like "Hi", not only wastes her time but wastes yours. You will not get a message this way. There's no motion, no subject, no reason to continue the conversation. It also shows that you're under-confident. You want to hook her in, not have a casual chat that lasts 5 minutes. Poke with her interests, mention something that you both are interested in and go from there.

Don't hit on them on the first message

A compliment is sufficient but don't go overboard. You could say "Nice hair" but do not fucking dwell on the hair bit, change the subject up after "Thanks". It'd appear as creepy and/or desperate if you just harp on her physical traits over a whole profile of interests. Of course, don't be scared to compliment her, since you're both on the site probably for the same reason, but just don't remind her everyday.

Keep the fucking conversation fluid

I can't fucking stress how important this is. You probably saw me tell you to not dwell on shit, well, don't fucking dwell on shit! Keep the Conversation interesting, answer her questions with more than one word, give her your knowledge of what you know. Don't act like you were just born yesterday and all you can do is say "Yes" or "No". If you have 21 years under your belt, perse, use that 21 years to your advantage and show her what you know. If she's disinterested, move onto something else she might be interested in. Sometimes these dating sites are a fight to keep their attention and a stale conversation will not be good for that.

Be yourself

This is most important. We can all act like we know this or that but when it comes down to it, we don't. Don't fucking lie about yourself. If you don't like a certain band she loves, don't fucking act like you love it, just tell her you're not a big fan and keep your rants to yourself. Don't mold yourself into something you're not, in the end, it only confuses you and potentially loses a date. Just sell yourself for what you're worth and get a fucking good self-image, you deserve it.

Wow.

2011-11-27T08:58:00.001-08:00

Has it already been a year? It's been more than a year since I started this evil thing. Many, many, many things have changed over the course of this year. It's been a year since that one Halloween party. Fuck, it's almost December and Christmas.

Man, I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.

Blog Restart: Tres Bien!

2011-10-25T16:36:00.001-07:00

I heard that the Android Market has surpassed the iTunes Market in app downloads. Finally.

I bet a lot of it is because when people jailbreak an iPod, 90% of them choose to use Installious.

How are you fucks? I miss your sweet asses. Is there even ads on my blog anymore?

Hey guys!

2011-08-26T08:40:00.001-07:00

We found a new house, we're gonna move into it sometime. For now, I might get an interview with podcast17 for Half-Screwed and I am pretty much stoked. I hope your guys' day is going great.

My mod got front page of Moddb! Hell yeah!

2011-08-09T07:45:00.001-07:00

http://www.moddb.com/mods/half-screwed Check it out!

Submitted some youtube videos of mine to Partnership

2011-08-07T12:31:00.000-07:00

It might not go through, which is stupid. People get paid for CoD Commentaries and minecraft commentaries, which is on the list of stuff that won't get partnership. If it goes through, awesome.

Ye

2011-08-05T15:22:00.000-07:00

TL;DR: Didn't get the job, Lost my house again 2 months ago.

Good Side: I am looking for freelance work online, got up to Request 55 on Persona 3. So it's not so bad.

I hope you guys are fairing out fine.

I have a job interview today

2011-05-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm stoked.

The best commentary

2011-05-05T08:55:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekdLikwdpG8

Half-Screwed now has bots with 2.2

2011-05-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

My Half-Life Mod is at 2.2, it adds bots and I might get a get together going, hmm.

Check it out if you have Half-life: http://www.moddb.com/mods/half-screwed

My cat passed a few days ago...

2011-04-30T06:09:00.001-07:00

I watched it have a heart attack. It was one of the most traumatizing moments of my life. I feel a bit better now but it really haunts me from time to time...

RIP JD. I will always love you.

My THAWUGHTS on Free MMOs

2011-04-21T13:31:00.000-07:00

It's no secret, WoW is the most successful MMO released. Is it good? The experience varies between person to person. Free MMOs are designed to combat say WoW's pay-per-month and try to offer a cheap alternative MMO and sometimes strive to innovation. I admire that some MMOs blossom and they start off with fresh new ideas rather than copying the same concept that WoW has laid in the foundation in 2004. I really do.

However, bandwidth you may or may not know is god damned expensive. They can't stay 100% free, so an idea is to open up a cash shop. Some companies play it smart, make items sold have a purpose over free items and other charms to make it have a reason to be sold. Companies, like Nexon, that recently switched from perishable to non-perishable, offer other selections of hair, armor and other items that help extend the game.

Other companies, however, start Free MMOs primarily for item shops, not offering support or patches for the game itself. These are the MMOs that are usually compared to WoW, or just simply copy everything from WoW. It's one of those "pay to win" MMOs where free items could be compared to a stick and the pay items are compared to Zeus' Lightning Bolt. Wanna play the game and be good? Pay for these items, oh wait they are already obsolete following this patch, break bank.

Not to say that ALL MMOs go down this path, but there some that offer something called "perishable items". This is worse than "Pay to Win" items. With P2W items, you generally keep the said item for life or until the servers go down. The latter usually happens.

Perishable Items are basically a monthly cycle but instead of paying for a whole game, you pay for one item. There are guns worth 25 dollars and they are good for 90 days. That's 8 dollars a month for one gun. Compare it to WoW's 15 dollars a month, which you pass if you get 2 guns at that price.

Enough of my bitching, I like MMOs like Vindictus that play it smart and keep items valuable, rather than opening up their wallets and letting the cash flow in. They care what they userbase says and don't care enough to release patches just to add items or fix the cash shop.

More, more more more coding

2011-04-03T10:42:00.000-07:00

I doanted 2 bucks but I have no money

2011-03-30T19:59:00.000-07:00

Video of someone freaking the fuck out at me and my friends

2011-03-24T11:51:00.000-07:00

At like 1:30 he starts raging.

Classes in C++

2011-03-23T16:45:00.000-07:00

Interesting stuff indeed.

I'm FAMOUS

2011-03-22T18:24:00.000-07:00

I know it's been a month, how have you've been?

I hate to say but...

2011-02-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

Dubstep is starting to get more and more samey. I know the beat is the gimmick of the genre but it's already tired imo.

Now for something completely unrelated.

Grinman in Earthbound

2011-02-17T08:13:00.001-08:00

I got bored and did this up.

Now, you might be referring to the old age 4chan joke. I am here to say, you're wrong. This is for the Dethklan character we found on Second Life.

Back to schedule

2011-02-14T11:18:00.001-08:00

I've been very sick until now. I figure it's time. Time to go back to regular schedule and I'm back. Let's rock this thing together.

Banner for my next raid

2011-02-11T10:24:00.000-08:00

what do you think

I feel kinda... sad.

2011-02-06T21:36:00.000-08:00

...

In another town, just hanging out.

2011-02-05T16:59:00.000-08:00

Feels good, I like to be out of town. I am in my room a lot and it kinds sucks. Maybe I should move but I have no job.

Video of my friends and I ruining Second Life for "Sound Bytes"

2011-01-22T08:21:00.000-08:00

Dethklan.com in effect. Tell me what you think.

Dethklan.com Is gonna get an overhaul from hell

2011-01-16T09:33:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna make it through this layout if it kills me.

Gangster of Love

2011-01-11T16:23:00.000-08:00

Hey there. It's been a while. Holy fuck what a ride. I am sitting in my new room in my new house and really, what a god-damned ride.

First, you imagine the life you have, take it in. Everything you have, the people you see, the things you do. Imagine one day, someone comes in and tell you the get the fuck out, grab what you can.

Really, I grabbed what I could and I think that was that, they take the rest as collateral. Its a pain that sent a lightning pain down my face. It really scared me. It really sucked, my 10 years in the house, gone to some fat fuck who took the house.

My brother let me know later that I can get shit later and I was relieved. It's a weird feeling to think that the place you spent a good 10 years in and you thought it was gonna last 10 more is changing. I grab my shit and get out of it.

I felt displaced. It's a new change..

We relocated to our family's friend's house. I got used to the environment quickly and I guess I felt happy. In the old house, we were doing shit day-after-day that would be the same exact thing over and over and it was taking a bad effect on us.

We were apathetic, we honestly didn't care to do much. Mind you, we kept clean but we just felt like zombies. We were irritable, snap easily. Basically Cabin Fever.

I don't know, all I know is we lived at the other house for near a month. No internet, just dial up for some weird reason. I missed a bunch of stuff I had planned online. However, I just don't know.

I am back for now. I'll try to make a post-a-day. I just wanted to come in and talk to you guys.

Oh yeah, by the way, I wrote the last two entires via cellphone. Fuck...

Oh yeah to add to the shitpile of my life, I owe paypal 45 dollars. Thanks to Microsoft. It was all their fault, I pay for it now.

Merry Late Christmas.

Seasons Greeting

2010-12-22T17:09:00.000-08:00

KICK SOME ASS

Foreclosed Story coming soon.

2010-12-21T11:18:00.000-08:00

Once I write it, get stoked. MERRY CHRISTMAS

High School is fun

2010-12-20T15:36:00.001-08:00

Don't let it pass you by, the memories are great. Get laid during high school and then tell your kids how they got formed.

Forecloser

2010-12-19T19:17:00.000-08:00

I guess the fears of foreclosing was because it happened so fast. I never got my stuff together ready for packing. Before we cleaned out the house, I just feared the worst.

Honestly, I kind of wish I could release Half-Screwed tomorrow... but I cant. ;~; I love you all.

I am sorry

2010-12-18T17:48:00.000-08:00

I havent made a post in a while... My house got foreclosed. I am okay... Staying at a familys house. Donate to me :-(. MERRY CHRISTMAS

They cured HIV

2010-12-15T09:46:00.000-08:00

Wow. I hope they hit cancer next.

Pic of the Day:

Just working on shit so I'll just post an image today

2010-12-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

Ported Half-Screwed to Spirit of Half-Life engine with some minor bugs

2010-12-13T10:29:00.000-08:00

Mainly, stuff using gGrenade, which I may delete a few weapons oh well.

Pic of the Day:

VGAs are dumb as hell

2010-12-12T09:39:00.000-08:00

Spike TV Hosting the Video Game Awards show is like QVC hosting it. It makes no sense and should be heavily disregarded as noteworthy or relevant. If something wins an award in the VGAs, it means nothing at all. Voted heavily on the rednecks, jocks and other weird groups of people mainly.

The only thing good that comes out of it is the Trailers for Arkham City, Mass Effect 3 and Uncharted 3.

Pic of the Day:

Over Two-Thirds of U.S. Broadband Internet Connections Aren't Technically Broadband

2010-12-11T09:00:00.000-08:00

A recent report by the FCC shows that more than two-thirds of so-called broadband internet connections in the U.S. don't actually meet the minimum speed requirements of 4Mbps upstream and 1Mbps downstream to be considered broadband.

In real terms, this means that over 90 million people in the US are linked up with substandard broadband service. Furthermore, 56% of those connections didn't even reach downstream speeds above 3Mbps. DSL Reports believes it has something to do with the lack of competition among broadband providers, allowing them to cruise by without upgrading their networks.

You can read the entire report here. [FCC via DSL Reports via Engadget via Gizmodo]

I live in Maine, before I upgraded to 18 mbps, I was rolling with 1.5, which they basically held their end of the bargain, so I'm good.

Half-Screwed: Beam Katana Taunt Footage

2010-12-10T08:53:00.000-08:00

No More Heroes rules.

Half-Screwed: Wiseau Slaves

2010-12-09T09:37:00.000-08:00

No model just a sound pack for this one.

I wanna raid a game

2010-12-08T08:27:00.000-08:00

I wanna make people rage as a break for Half-Screwed tweaking. What do you recommend? I was thinking of shooting people once in a while in a friendlyfire server.

Pic of the Day:

Half-Screwed beta 2: Golden Gun Port Footage

2010-12-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

This one caused the source code to be fucked, then I fixed it. here's some footage of the gun I ported. It's not 100% accurate, like the Creeper, but it's the thought that counts.

Half-Screwed Source Code is screwed for now

2010-12-06T08:16:00.000-08:00

Some stupid fucking bug is causing my shit to break. Instead of a day creating something, I have to fix a big ass bug that keeps coming back. Fuck.

How was your day? It's snowing here, it's beautiful.

EDIT: It's fixed now. Alls rights with the World.

Half-Screwed: Creeper Port

2010-12-05T10:22:00.000-08:00

You might remember this guy from Minecraft. I basically ported it to Half-Screwed, it's not 100% accurate but it's really cool.

Half-Screwed: Gay Glenn

2010-12-04T09:10:00.000-08:00

In this update, I briefly show off the monster, Gay Glenn. Gay Glenn is a character I made to cause trouble in online games. He would tell the entire server how gay he is, with my friends playing as Gay Glennn, Gay Glennnn and so on.

The voice clips are from my previous raids from 2007-2009. This is the first time I've ever fought a Gay Glenn and I am fucking terrified. When the Character kills the word of god, it's scary.

Tedious bug fixes make the world better

2010-12-03T08:59:00.000-08:00

There's a bug in Half-Screwed that requires tedious work, but if I do it, Half-Screwed will work better than it did before. So onward to tediousness!

Pic of the Day:

Half-Screwed Footage: X-Mas Tree Monster

2010-12-02T09:54:00.000-08:00

Here's a little something I've been working on for my Half-life 1 mod, Half-Screwed. I was on skype with my friends and this idea came out of the very depths of my subconscious. A walking, talking Christmas tree that murders people.

Of course, I used this as an excuse to test out coding monsters. I've changed the stats on the Christmas tree since this video, but it's largely the same.

The Hint

2010-12-01T11:12:00.000-08:00

Sometimes girls will kinda lead you on to believe they like you. Then when the shit hits the fan and they have to go quick, you aren't significant. It'd be obvious if they have to go out or something, usually they'd stay around... I don't know. The internet is a shitty way to talk to someone. The phone is more effective.

Remember that, Children.

ALSO THAT HENTAI DUMP WILL ARRIVE AROUND CHRISTMAS. IT WILL BE MASSIVE. IF I AM SOMEHOW BANNED BEFORE I CAN GIVE YOU THE DUMP, LOOK ON http://dethklan.com

Delicious

2010-11-30T09:01:00.000-08:00

Delicious.

Working on some shit for Half-Screwed

2010-11-29T12:15:00.000-08:00

Half-Screwed, that mod you were voting for earlier. I'm just working shit out and adding new features for the fabled Holiday Patch. It's going to be huge. I'll just give you a screenshot of a new entity I added, which enhances some lighting in models and situations.

What do you think I should add? I can make new guns, in fact I need some.

I miss some bloggers

2010-11-28T08:03:00.000-08:00

This is an outrage. I think they are banning the best bloggers around. When they ban them, it stops them from making money. That's when those bloggers will stop blogging. I don't like that, some of the best bloggers around are getting fucked over and they let RayWilliamJohnson continue to suck up all the money.

Ray seriously breaks so many ground rules. Especially a bunch of copyright ones, to boot. His audience is 12 year olds and I highly doubt they own the videos they send to him. Also, his jokes are really bad, that's a rule breaker all in itself.

Part of me wishes bloggers like you guys will continue to blog forever. I just love the collective thought, plus it's like we are one big happy family. I've been here for 2 months, but I feel like this is home.

For you bloggers who got screwed over, sign up for another ad program and continue blogging. I love your minecraft worlds or even the daily science/tech news that I actually give a spit about. If you aren't here, I have to get news from shitty sources that talk about irrelevant shit that includes the validity of Obama's birth certificate still.

Here's a pic for you fallen bloggers, keep your fist in the air and your will high. The light at the end of the tunnel is close, just reach out and grab it; that's when your goals will have been met.

Fun fact: Times I said bloggers: 6

100 Followers!

2010-11-27T09:39:00.000-08:00

Hell yeah! It feels great, man! Special thanks to everyone! I will repay you in a huge ass hentai dump, don't worry!

PS: Captcha is now off per request.

Happy Thanksgiving

2010-11-25T09:25:00.001-08:00

Eat your shit, don't puke your shit out. Feel good and thankful. It's a great day, I love it.

I am thankful for everything that's happened, everyone I've interacted with, including you. Even if you just said hi to me once, you helped shape me into who I am today.

I know it's cliche but, what are you thankful for?

I am so sorry

2010-11-24T13:10:00.000-08:00

I am very sorry to you all for not posting a lot. I've been watching a few things and playing minecraft. I finally bought it, so it's all good. A very special thanks to all the people who voted for my mod, I'm sure I'll get some sort of mention. If I do, I will start that back up and kick it into overdrive.

If I get a mention or not, I will still promise you Hentai dumps. Not just Hentai dumps but a HUGE ASS LIST OF LINKS full of Hentai. I won't organize it, sorry, but I'll promise you it'll be massive.

Here's the pic of the day:

Are you in love? Does it feel good? Answer if you want.

Vote for my mod in Moddb!

2010-11-22T11:02:00.001-08:00

http://www.moddb.com/mods/half-screwed

There's a big ass button that says "vote for this mod", click that shit and help me win something for once in my life.

Do you want some naruto shit to win AGAIN and AGAIN? Hell no! I will repay you in hentai dumps and other great shit.

Chris Redfield punches the ever loving shit out of a boulder, the best part of RE5

2010-11-22T09:03:00.000-08:00

This part really ruled.

Proposal Daisakusen (Operation Love)

2010-11-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

Proposal Daisakusen is a J-Drama about a man who shows up at his crush's wedding, full of regret. He is in love with her but never got the chance to show his feelings to her at the right time. So, he instantly filled with regret as he sees her in a wedding gown ready to be wed to someone else.

During the wedding, at the slide show presentation, he tells himself "I wish I could go back and do it over". Looking pitiful as ever, A fairy, disguised as a human, comes and tells him "You have only one second chance to set things right." As, the story progresses, he progresses through several different photo memories to try win her heart.

Now I ask you, If you had a second chance to set things right, what would you change?

PSN is blocked on Jailbreak Consoles today

2010-11-18T10:24:00.001-08:00

Finally, but Sony is cool and didn't ban anyone. So for today i'll work on the RPG. Tell me...

What makes a good RPG?

Pic of the moment:

Today was a great day.

2010-11-17T18:36:00.001-08:00

Did you all enjoy it overall? Here's another cute anime chick:

Rainy and Shitty out

2010-11-17T07:49:00.001-08:00

This is a nice image, I liked it and I figured I could share it with you. How has your day been?

Still kinda bummed

2010-11-16T15:40:00.000-08:00

I have no job, haven't had a job and I'm not sure if I will make PAX East. However, I will keep trying, who knows what the future holds?

Keanu Reeves is a bro.

2010-11-16T10:06:00.000-08:00

Back in the late 90s and fresh out of college I got my first job as an assistant prop designer on the set of Chain Reaction (Keanu was a supporting actor with Morgan Freeman). EVERY DAY for the last few weeks of filming, Keanu treated the stage hands and "grunt workers" (including myself) by taking us out for free breakfast and lunch. He was genuinely a very nice guy to work with.
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A family friend builds movie sets, doesn't design, is one of the poor dudes that just builds. Anyways he worked on the set for the Matrix and Keanu heard about family trouble he was having and gave him a $20,000 Christmas bonus to help him out. He also was one of the only people on the set that genuinely wanted to know peoples [sic] names, would say hello and mean it, and would talk to people as they were his peers and not below him just because they were practically making nothing to build a set.
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I had a few friends working special effects jobs on the Matrix movies, he bought all of them f---ing HARLEYS for Christmas during the shoot for the second one.

One of those guys, Paul, said that Keanu was the most sincere, humble and lovely dude he'd ever met. Said he eschewed contact with the cast in favour of hanging out with the crew, was the only guy the martial arts coaches respected out of the whole cast, and was the bravest man he's ever met.
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My brother works at a coffee shop in New York, its [sic] got pretty alright coffee but the real draw is that they roast their own beans and all the beans are sucked through pneumatic tubes into a machine that grinds and brews all at once. It's a bunch of bells and whistles, and doesn't necessarily make for the best coffee ever. Anyway, Keanu comes into the store and orders a coffee, asks my brother how the whole system works and immediately after he finishes, he pauses, looks surprised and says "Whoa." It was perfect. And it seemed like he was actually interested and impressed by the fancy nature of the coffee shop.

All of these stories makes me respect Keanu Reeves A LOT. I mean, the guy just wants to get along with the people who really matter, the ones behind the camera who make the environments happen and everything about the movie too.

Of course, dispite this, Purane2forever didn't stop to give us his THAWUGHTS on Keanu Reeves...

Kana: Little Sister and why I don't want to play it.

2010-11-15T18:12:00.000-08:00

Kana: Little Sister or aka, my little sister is a well written Visual Novel. I however, do not want to play it for one big reason. It's mad depressing. Look, I won't spoil the game at all for you, but if you are intrigued, google up the story or just play it, if you dare.

I'm sorry, Gorlotch, I don't think I can stomach it...

Famitracker is awesome

2010-11-15T09:47:00.000-08:00

I've been learning it lately but here's one of my favorite songs. Which is possible to make with Famitracker, too.

Copyright goes to Anamanaguchi

What Visual Novels should I check out to review?

2010-11-14T09:45:00.000-08:00

I am fresh out of ideas, what are some great Visual novels you've played? I kind of want romance stuff, hentai scenes or not. An interesting story is a plus. Hell, anything good, really.

Thanks if you help me out, I'll review em and shit. Here's the song for the day, enjoy the day, at least we're not in a fallout wasteland.

Kinda sick but this will be quick

2010-11-13T12:22:00.000-08:00

I am kind of sick and my cat's eye is oozing shit, so I am gonna rest maybe. Here's a song for the day, enjoy it.

True Love, that one game.

2010-11-12T07:33:00.000-08:00

If you part of the P2P crowd before 4chan was popular. Then you probably remember this one. Being 10-14, you were a walking boner, so you wanted to search up hentai. Afterwards, you found hentai, but they are too big, you have dial up and that'd take hours. Oh look! A hentai game that is only 5 MB. Time to download.

Unfortunately, that might be true for a lot of you. I salute the one guy who first put True Love on Napster all those years ago. I bet because of you, the game turned out to be 3000x more popular.

I don't have to be shameful to admit it but the game was a gateway into Visual Novels for me, even though I didn't play more until years later. The Visual Novels I play have their own special place but True Love has another special place.

True Love was the one great game that kept you interested. It had a great story, great characters. In the game you try to go day-by-day to possibly get laid, get all the girls events or whatever you are looking for. The game itself is somewhat short for Visual Novels but it isn't too short.

The story revolves around an University student who eventually meets up with 8 different possible love interests (aka the Prey), most if not all fall into usual social backgrounds. (Namely Teacher, Childhood friend, tomboy, etc.)

You have stats that you level up by doing activities day by day. Certain activities unlock paths for different girls on certain days. If you were playing this without a guide, you'd most likely spam whatever the girl you are rooting for likes. Teacher, for example, likes when you study, so you spam studying, etc. It's possible to not have any of the girls not go for you in a play through, it might be a bug, who knows?

The music is great, everything has the orchestrated, happy-go-lucky kind of theme going. Not all tracks are memorable however, as some actually never play in a play through most likely, it's usually the ones that play often that you remember most. The soundtrack isn't bad, it's actually pretty decent.

Also the music is in midi format, so each song changes depending on your card. Actually, something I want to try to see if it'll work is this: Get a Zelda soundfont and make your hardware use it and play True Love... hm....

Anyway, the art is pixel art, which is my favorite kind of art. It looks amazing, considering probably what they had to work with. The characters, scenarios and backgrounds are beautifully detailed and everything is polished well.

I'm not saying this is the best visual novel ever, however, it's a better visual novel. It's not too long, the story and characters are lovable and there's ore gameplay rather than choosing one path or another. Check it out, if you want, it's vaporware and you know what that means.

OCD the Guide - Some Basics

2010-11-11T12:55:00.000-08:00

OCD or also known as Rearrange EVERYTHING until it looks right syndrome is a bad thing that affects humens. The problem with dealing with OCD people is simply they take the world and HAVE to craft it in their own personal way. Like Mine-reallife-craft or some shit.

OCD and Anime

It must be in Japanese. No English dubs EVER. They will literally refuse to watch it if it isn't subbed. They probably spend more time bitching about dubs rather than watching anime. Hell, they probably don't even watch anime, the world may never know. If it is in English/Japanese Dub, they make the Japanese Dub Track #1, aka the default one, because that's obviously what you want always.

OCD and Japanese-made Video Games

Same rules about spoken language applies here. However, they can fix it so they can jack off to words they can't even dream of understanding. There is tons of "UNDUB" patches for games included here but not limited to. Please note, they also name this as the "fixed" version of the game, where the English Dub was obviously a major bug.

Final Fantasy X
Persona 3
Persona 4
Xenogears
Xenosaga
Tales of ______ (all games, basically)
Kingdom Hearts

"2.0" Patches?

For some reason, the OCD feel the need to name the undub patch "2.0 patch", like they took some major bug fixing that involves replacing the english files with the Japanese ones.

Oh yeah cowboy? Where's your proof about the 2.0 patches and OCD of it all, most 2.0 patches I find fix my bugs and not my spoken native language

[1]

Controls are put back to the original Japanese controls.
In-game battle combos are back to the original Japanese ones (matching Japanese controls).
Audio in the Full Motion Videos is in Japanese with English subtitles.
Voices in the game are back to the original Japanese ones (in battles + certain cutscenes).
The weight unit in character’s stats is back to kilos (.kgs instead of .lbs).
Emeralda’s icon eyebrow transparency is corrected.
The selection arrow in shop menus doesn’t overlap choices (Buy, Sell, Exit) anymore.

Literally there are only 2 bugs actually fixed. I'll leave it to you to guess which ones.

Well re-translations are far better

Sometimes this is true, where there are many grammar problems... in older games.

However, in an example of OCD-make-everything-Japanese-mode, fans re-translated Chrono Trigger, however they wanted to change Frog's name to Kaeru. Why? Because it sounds cool is the only logical reason. In gurious nihon land, names for everything is far superior like NEKO DESU NE~!

What does Kaeru mean in Japanese?

Guess.

OCD and Other Video Game examples

TES Engine-based Games

Since the TES engine is highly customizable, OCDs take reign to fix everything. Most 'bug fixes' are to fix immersion, aka they try to make it a real life simulator or some shit and forget it's a game.

Oblivion

Too many to note, I am not hunting for very very common 'immersion bug fixes'.

Fallout 3

Fallout 3 has not been immune to OCD players who get mad about one thing. They then pick up the G.E.C.K., change it and then release it.

YOU DO IT YOURSELF I AM SO MAD ARGRRRRRRRRRR

Killing Floor

There are not words to describe how OCD these mods are. Simply no words.

How are these OCD?

Alternative Scully's description

Since the DLC I have HATED Dj Scully's skin. This is my solution. Please give feedback.

FEATURES:

No stupid skull on his mask (retextured too)
Clean backpack (No logos, blood, etc) (Also retextured in spots)
New jeans (Recolored)
Faint dark gray stripes, (so it's gray on gray)
Clean shoes (No dirt or blood on them)
Cleaner kneepads
New black & clean gloves

Battle Worn Dr. Gary Glover's description

No major changes, but in my opinion it looks a lot better than the original.

In the mod he applies a photoshop filter and calls it better. GG, bro.

Hard type hacks

They go through every part of your favorite RPG to make it harder because they felt personally cheated and it wasn't so hard for them. Oh they released it too!

Another Lazy Day but the Sun is back for now.

2010-11-11T10:03:00.000-08:00

Peaceful, chilling music for the day. I will write up a Visual Novel review sometime right now I am just too lazy.

What a long day...

2010-11-10T08:12:00.000-08:00

Out with a friend and his kid. Maybe I don't want kids right now. Tons of fun, though.

Mood of the day: In the groove of things.

I am in relief that I finished my Pantsu Saga story. For now, I am chilling and wanting to make a map for Left 4 Dead 2.

The Legend of Pantsu Part 3: The Final Fallout

2010-11-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

CHRONICALLY THIS HAPPENED BETWEEN MARCH 2009 TO DECEMBER 2009 AND FINALLY PRESENT DAY

As I prepare everything for the convention, I chill online for a couple of hours. It was late night and I wanted to just kick back, someone on my alerts comes on. This is rare because I have it set to like 2 people.

It was Pantsu... I figured 'what the hell' and gave her an IM. The conversation never died off either, it was like, well, we were great friends. As for the conversation, I was helping her with any problems. I felt like I just wanted to ask her "what ales you? I can help.". Not that I expected anything in return, I just wanted to help her, I guess.

We must of talked for 5 hours. It was a great feeling, that we talked for 5 hours straight, even if we don't talk that much. Now, THAT'S connection. It definitely raised my spirits. After breaking up with my ex and the whole stress truckload, she really helped in her own way. She even mentioned that I kepted her attention unlike most people, that was kind of flattering.

A month later, I go to the Convention in Boston. It was rather tiresome but very fun. She happened to be there too. "Hey! you!" She shouted amongst the crowd and gave me a hug. Just wow, she gave me a hug but then I think she asked if I wanted to hang out. Of course I said no, thinking I would catch her at the con again. However, that's all she wrote.

Months pass, at this point Pantsu was a dream. I haven't talked to her in months, really, maybe I'd post on her wall on facebook a few times but nothing too major. Just sitting back enjoying the peaceful night.

Ping, she is back on AIM. Again, I hit her up and we talk for a good 3 hours. Really, how does this happen and how does it even happen this way? I talk to her until we are both tired, I guess. I was tired because I had work the next day but I made time for her at least.

Another dry spell happens, months pass again. I get out of work because it's the end of the summer seasons. The leaves fell and snow is piling up on them. The hot summery feeling is replaced with that dead cold winter feeling. Again, Pantsu has become a distant memory. Nothing but a few facebook wall posts.

It's almost 2010, I usually get festive by going on the Computer and raid Second Life Christmas and New Years parties. Has to happen, if the Lindens are too comfortable, I come a-knocking on the door. Winter is a neat feeling when spent outdoors but it also sucks, I can't describe it. I like it sometimes, but not often.

PING, SHE is... back? I sigh. She is really hard to communicate with, but what the hell. I've been single since March. I hit her up again, doing the same whip game of things.

We talk for a great hour about life and stuff until... well, it kind of gets intimate. "Hey.... ummm...." she says. "Go on" I say. "I like you.". Right there, my mind is going all over hell. I am talking to my friends as I am talking to her and they are fucking freaking out. What the fuck! Holy shit!

She admits her feelings to me. What a MAJOR turn of events. Holy what the hell? Is this happening? I pinch myself. It's real.

I play it cool, "Me too.". What a warm feeling. My heart is racing, my eyes are dilating. I am shaking uncontrollably and to top it all off, I am taking like 20 shots of pepsi. This girl after so long finally admits her feelings.

Bateman comes back with more advice and he says "ASK. HER. ON. A. DATE.". I do so, we have a time and date set. One of my other friends offers to get me a ride and everything. I love friends, whenever you're stuck they usually give you some awesome shit.

Anyway, the date is set and we are going to have a date near Christmas, I forgot what day. This is it.

WARNING: IT GETS REALLY DEPRESSING FROM HERE ON OUT.

Today's the day. I get spiffed up and dress nicely. I also bought her a present, for Christmas. I felt great! Finally after so much time spent, this is the First Date. I use a guide a friend of mine drew together for a first date.

I was set, I was ready. We were to meet at the Mall and walk around, shop, eat food and such. The time was set and I forgot my present. Hey! No worries, right? I'll mail it to her personally, why the hell not?

Of course forgetting something so vital like that is a VERY bad idea. However... The events that transpired. This is hard to write because this was a very bad time for me.

I arrive at the mall and I text her telling her that it's time. "Oh! I might be late, sorry, I am waiting for a friend." No worries, I text her back and wait.

An hour passes. I am starting to sweat, I texted her a few times asking for updates but it came with no reply. What the fuck? Wha...

Another hour passes, I start to shiver. Many things are going through my mind, "Did I get stood up?" "Is this really happening?"

Another hours passes and I am in the verge of tears. She texts "I am on my way, she finally came.". I relief, however my friends wanted to leave now, I beg them to stay longer. They can't stay long, but they are staying longer because they cared about me.

Thirty minutes pass from that point, my friend and the sister are getting really pissed, as so am I but I am also really confused. I don't know why I stayed, she was 4 hours late. She finally came, apologized to me about being late. She felt bad and invited me to lunch. Of course, I couldn't stay long but I have a quick lunch with her.

She brought her roommate with her and I meet her. We converse but nothing really happens other than I shared a fork with her. That's basically kissing right? I had to leave and she and I kissed on the cheek.

Afterwords, I told my friends online. At this point, I was confused and mad. She almost stood me up but she was 4 hours late. Not to mention, she is really fucking hard to get in contact with. The next date will happen 2012 at this rate.

My friends and I agree. This was it. I leave 2009 with that depressing memory and it was time to let go. Pantsu IS really, really cute. She had a great, cute personality. Not to mention we could have gotten a long VERY well if I could keep in contact with her.

The problems were, she openly admits to smoking weed. She does this all the time. It bothers me that I think part of why she must of been late was because she may of hit the bong. Fuck that.

If a woman hits the Bong before dating you and is 4 hours late, end all.

And that's what I did. I ended all. I really never talked to her again, other than a few messages on facebook, that was it. The Pantsu Saga ended when 2010 awakened. I was done.

It was a long hard road, it kicked ass and it also sucked. No doubt if I did get her attention, then I would have ended up dating her. However, was she really the one?

No, I say. To end with that, I end with this.

I love my friends, they put up with her bullshit for over an hour and I can't thank them well enough. Without them, I'd be still drinking Pepsi and massive hentais, alone. This especially means you, Friend with car and the sister. I can't thank you well enough.

Thanks to everyone who cared to read this, I haven't told much of anyone the entire saga of Pantsu. I can finally end this with the fact that someone out there knows what I went through. Feel free to post a GOOD END on your blogs and link it back to me, I'd love to read it. Have a great day.

the Legend of Pantsu Part 2: Yosh! I need to Improve!!

2010-11-08T09:33:00.000-08:00

CHRONICALLY THIS HAPPENED BETWEEN JULY 2008 AND FEBRUARY 2009

After a few months, I had added Pantsu on facebook and on AIM. I kept very very little chat with her because I didn't want to fuck anything up. I literally just kept small talk and I was too much of a spitfuck to really hit her up.

I watched Densha Otoko... idea time! Maybe I could get help on what the fuck to do with this girl. I had no car, no cellphone and no license. What could I possibly do? I wanted to be with her, I was willing to give up tons of things to be closer to her.

I hit up 4-ch, 4chan would be a horrible joke. For you who don't know, 4-ch is the lesser known website based on the Japanese 2-ch. It's exclusively text-based and it kind of follows the way of 2-ch. Mainly because 4-ch exists is because 2-ch is blocked on US IPs.

Anyway, stealing the idea from Densha Otoko, I post my own thread. I start it off like this:

Hey there 4ch, I have been lurking for a pretty long time and observing other people's stories now it's time to unveil my own.
I am a 18 year old male. I am a pseudo-otaku, I enjoy Anime much like a lot. Just, I don't go as far as most otakus. I live an average life, average job that's ending pretty soon. I had a few girlfriends but nothing too serious. I have no car, no license, no long distance only local shit and no cellphone. I'm basically at square 1? eh?
In July, I went to a small anime convention that's in my state. I met a incredible girl there. She is good looking and has a very nice personality. We conversed but we stuck as friends.
I gotten her name and added her on facebook, we occasionally went back and forth with messages and I called her on the phone a few times.
I want to capture her heart. Somehow. I think I have stalled too long, I am very nervous. I don't want to screw it up. I want to be close, not creepy. Argh.
More Info as needed. What should I do?!

Hopeless, I went to 4-ch and took the idea and ran with it. I didn't want to be Densha Otoko at all, I simply wanted answers where I couldn't reach them. This was my last stand before I just gave up all together. As you you can read in the context of my post, I did NOT want to be that one creepy guy. Being the creepy fucker is one my fears, I guess. No one wants to be creepy!

Also note, the thing about 4-ch is simply one ground rule, in 4chan, you post a thread, then it would in seconds get replies. Even if those replies are not thought out, you got them in mere seconds. For 4-ch, the nature of the board, you have to wait a few days, which was fine. I knew that rule.

I waited a few hours and got some replies already. I answered them swiftly and just kept lurking my own thread. This was about 3 months after the con, I honestly thought I spent too much time jerking off by myself to go in for the kill. My friend, Pat Bateman, replied giving me some pointers.

Basically he said simply, Three months that I spent is never too long, hell any time is not too long unless they are married. Despite the time, go in for her but not too swiftly, if I rush into things I will appear as creepy.

The first thing I want to do is boost my self-image, start caring about your body, fashion and overall health. Girls don't dig guys who don't care for themselves or for that matter even like themselves. The whole angsty self-loathing scene died out in the 90s and it's time to get stoked. The idea is not to change myself fundamentally into something I am not but to improve to be the best person I can possibly be.

The second thing, after you improve yourself and start talking to her, ask her out on a date. Have the date, time and everything, don't fuck around. If you are set, it shows that you can plan and create without the needless questions. Since I lack the car, pay a buddy to cart my ass and not to mention it all over in the date. Lastly, don't do the boring dinner and movie date. Do something cultured like a play or the aquarium. Just go and run with the idea of avoiding the dinner-movie thing.

The last and most and important thing is to NOT overextend your welcome. Be confident in yourself and your abilities, do not waffle around. If you fuck around, you cannot go in and out with a bang and making her want a second date.

I get pumped. It's action-time, why do I fuck around? If i have a great set plan, I can really improve my self-image and feel good and confident about myself. A major transformation, if you will. If I feel confident, I won half of the battle against myself.

The first flaw I figured about myself right off is:

Also, I should sleep better and I drink way too much soda, I need to be alert and out there if I were to go on a date. Changing sleep patterns is hard, but I will do my best, I am doing this for her as well as me. Soda? All I need to do is drink less and less of it everyday.

But I decided to do the badass thing and go cold turkey with soda. I bared the pain and fucking took the pain like a madman. Migraines, huge ones. Holy fuck, it was 9 stages of pure hell. It was all for this girl.

I tried calling her and she is hard to contact, honestly. She hates talking on the phone because she is too shy I think. I called her once and it sounded like I bothered her. Oh well.

After a few weeks, I hit rock bottom. I honestly thought it was done. I couldn't contact her very easily and I was a complete fuck up. That's what I honestly thought about myself, so much for my self-image.

At this time, I went back to soda like a bitch. A complete chucklefuck. I posted on 4-ch altogether and this girl was too hard to contact. That's what I thought. I honestly gave up... I gave up... This was the worst feeling, you work hard for something and it just completely blows up in your face. Except for blowing up, I was back to my self, the soda swilling, late night owl whom really didn't care from himself.

Then... I went back out with my ex-girlfriend... Wow.... I... It was complete hell. Not because I wanted Pantsu over her but I was a big ass desperate mother fucker and went for path easy. If I ever regret anything, it's that...

What I got out of the relationship of my ex was simply, I gotten back the huge ass anxiety attacks. Not to mention, I fell back into a state of depression. My self-image is even worse, hell, Chris-Chan probably felt better about himself than I did with myself right there.

I broke up with her in the wake of another convention in Boston. A new future. A new chapter. I apologize for the depressing ending for this chapter but I promise it gets better.

The Legend of Pantsu Part 1: Pantsu Reigns

2010-11-07T12:17:00.000-08:00

CHRONICALLY THIS HAPPENED ON JULY 2008

This is an interesting story, you may like. It's a great story, one of the most interesting days of my boring life. I changed the names of the people if any that has been said.

I went to an Anime Convention. It was in the city near my town. It's a great con, my first con other than last year. This time I was staying in the hotel room that I Reserved, so I am very stoked.

We go to the hotel, check in and I start bumming around until we have to line up for Pre-Reg. This is a very small con, so there's only bout 1800~ people total in the entire thing. Only like 800~ for pre-reg. This was fine.

So, I lined up to pre-reg, I have like 300 dollars to waste on shit in my wallet. So I want to hit up a best buy, but I can't drive. My plan, ask the person behind me where to find shit. I turn around and there she was. The Cutest girl, ever. Her blonde hair, her eyes, uguu~

I turn back around, my heart is racing. "Oh Wow" I thought to myself, "This girl is really cute.... Man... I need to man up". I turn back around and man up. "H-Hi there, do y-you know where to find electronics here in this city?". She looks at me and says "I... I've lived here and I don't think there is any electronic shops near by on this side of the city. Are you new to the City?". Me shaking in utter shyness and in a complete adrenaline rush, "Ye-- well sort of.". She smiled, "I can show you around sometime, if you want.", at this point I am very much shaking uncontrollably. "N-No thank you. Thank you for letting me know."

I grab my pre-reg tag and quickly shuffle into my hotel room in complete Hikikomori fear. I laid down on my bed and looked at the ceiling and pondered the questions that just rang in my head. Many of which were the obvious "Is she single?" "She talked... to me?". Man, I still shaking in embarrassment. I go back and forth throughout the con, I didn't see her yet. Did I imagine her? Did I black out and create that situation? I sigh and take the elevator back to my room.

As I am about to head into my room, I hear thumping like someone is running. I look left and she runs and tacklehugs me. "Hey you!! How are you??", at this point I am shaking very very hard. "I'm w-well...". She smiles, "I am about to go into the con, maybe we could tag along?". I was young and dumb at catching signs. "I just got back, I am going back to my hotel room. Say, what's your hotel room number? Maybe we could hang out later."

727, I won't forget it. She was on the same floor as me, which is the ironic part. It's fate, has to be. I laid back into bed and pondered more. Is this really happening? Man, Why do I attract her?

The day goes by and the sun has set. I get up from resting after hours of walking. I haven't seen much of her. I get up and knock on 727. Someone else opens the door. I ask politely, somewhat shaking "Hey... is Pantsu here?". She opens the door more and says to come in.

I walk in and I notice someone else in the room, but then I look at Pantsu and she has no pants! She is in her underwear actually. My mind just goes berserk and I am in the state of BSOD. At least, I turn around and apologize. She goes into the bathroom to put on pants. Many MANY questions come to mind, but I later find out the answers. That's for a later installment.

Anyway, there's me, some awkward fuck in the corner of the room. The door opens, I was expecting to be not yelled at but like kinda scolded, maybe. She apologizes, she didn't expect me so soon...

Then we talk about video games for a bit with her friends. I didn't talk much, I was way too shy, I barely said anything. I check the clock and awkwardly make my leave, saying bye to everyone.

The next couple of days were boring, I didn't see her anywhere. That was it with talking, I guess. I really should of done tons of other things, but oh well...

Really... I think I really fucked up. I was usually alone at the con and I should have hung out with her and stayed that night. I was young and didn't get any signs, maybe I still don't.

Hell, I could have been right. Maybe those signs are just made up. Whatever the outcome would have been. I just don't know.

Later that year, I was thinking of either asking my ex or Pantsu out. I went back out with my ex-girlfriend and got major anxiety attacks. However, in the next installment, I will tell you what later unfolded.

It's been a long hard road. Get stoked for the next installment.

After a stressful day...

2010-11-06T10:41:00.000-07:00

At night I would listen to this song, sit back and close my eyes. What a peaceful night, it brings childhood memories back to me. I don't yearn for the past but I enjoy the great peaceful nights where I just sit back and just drift.

It's great to have a night to yourself every once in a while. A time where you can really talk to yourself and tell yourself everything's going to be alright. It's utter bliss and complete Happiness ecstasy. The entire world could be burning and with this song alone, you are happy as a clam.

Ironically, this game is from an Egore, aka Masturbation Tool. However, despite this, it has come out with one of the best Soundtracks ever to be made. It really just rules. I love you all.

Recollection

2010-11-05T19:43:00.000-07:00

Today a friend that I apologized to friended me again. I screwed up, hard. I eventually came back and apologized and I feel so much better. It's a great thing that life exists.

Have you ever go back in touch with a friend? Did it really feel good? You should know right?

Infected Mushroom

2010-11-05T08:02:00.000-07:00

I've been listening to Infected Mushroom for well over a year. I love all of their music, it's awesome. Not to mention that they defined the Psytrance genre.

Check out three of my most favorite songs:

Tell me what you think.

Dating Profiles in Translation

2010-11-04T16:45:00.000-07:00

I've spent my time trolling okcupid enough to kind of read through words sometimes. Now girls are all different but that doesn't stop them from making the same words and make the meaning stay the same.

In this one, The first set of words are what they give you, I will divide it with => and the last ones are the real meaning.

I am not here for games and/or short-term relationship => Got played in the past and blamed everyone else for love woes.

Not here for relationships => Untrue, here for relationships but will test you to see if you are dateable material

I am only here for ABOVE [AGE] ONLY => Lie.

I'm a bitch, I won't always submit, fuck the world, etc. => Multiple: Crazy, feminist, dominatrix, thinks of men as shit because of past bad experience

I'm an atheist => Literally will mention this fact over and over in daily conversations, if you are religious, they will try to convert you.

I'm a very sexy person, I love making out => Slut, will cheat on you or suggest an open relationship

I know, I'm a chubby person => Whale.

I love kids/Want kids/Caretaker => Ticking Baby Time-bomb. Avoid like the plague.

I'm a loveable furry/I'm into BDSM/I am into the swinger scene => Will not have sex without having a weird-ass fetish involved

I'm not sure what I want in life => Will go to college, fail out or get something she doesn't want and end up spending the rest of her life paying debt

Music is my life => Boring, lacks friends, independent, possibly NEET

My favorite book is Cather in the Rye, 1984 and/or Any Ayn Rand Book => Hasn't read a book since high school and Does NOT read

Single Mom => She is emotionally scarred, it'll take time to gain her trust because the last boyfriend left when she was pregnant, avoid

I enjoy drinking => Drunk, drinks likes a fish and drinks every weekend if not every day

I have anger problems => Will end you over something simple

This is not all the terms but this is the more common ones. Someday I will cover more, until then, read between the lines.

New Games That Give Me Nostalgia: Killing Floor

2010-11-04T09:25:00.000-07:00

Man, when I first saw screenshots of Killing Floor it looked maybe it was going to be a huge generic SWAT Zombie shooter, some shitty thing. Then, I saw that many many many people were comparing it to Left 4 Dead like idiots, so I figured, what the hell, I'll give it a try. It was worth every penny.

At first, Killing Floor can be hard and make you dis-interested. The thing about Left 4 Dead is sometimes it can just be called Left 1 Dead, where it's too fucking easy. I'm not going to compare Left 4 Dead through out this article, no, but Killing Floor at Level 1 Perks can be fucking hard, especially if you don't plan your attacks right, clots will run up your ass. Needless to say, DO NOT START ON HARD.

Killing Floor all in it's own really made shit really fun. It's probably the music, which is something that really grows on you. At first, I kinda made fun of it, looking for a way to replace it. I figured out I could but then I just didn't. Over time, the music really grew onto me and I was just a whiny baby when first playing.

It might have been the different levels. Save that WestLondon is the de_dust2 of the game, but I loved all of the levels and they had their own kind of creepiness to it. For the different levels came different strategies and ways to play. One map that is community-made that I remember is the mall map, in the back halls there was a skateboard. I used to always skate back and forth with a Winchester popping off heads. Tons of fun. These factors really added to gameplay and just put the icing on the cake.

What really really makes Killing Floor fun is friends. When you have a server full of friends, shit gets intense. Especially when a Fleshpound comes down pissed as hell. On Easy, he's nothing but on Normal, he is something to look out for. Bring overactive friends in, they will calmly shoot at clots until a Fleshpound comes at them. They then back up, panicking, unloading clips into him, I love that part.

Killing Floor is a hidden gem behind the Zombie/Mutant shooter genre. Fuck Zombie Driver or Zombies Vs. Plants. Buy Killing Floor now.

WHAM!

2010-11-01T19:48:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 Day Past Halloween everybody. I hope your Halloween(s) were as interesting as mine, because boy do I have a story for you all.

Ok, so picture this. It's Halloween night, and all the gay ol' kids are out trick or treatin'. But us? WE'RE MEN! We decided to throw a big Halloween bash, a monster fucking mash.
The night started off pretty slow as everybody at the party was getting settled in and getting used to the party environment. I had different plans though as I had just found the best toy spear I've ever seen inside of the apartment.

Check that shit out, that spear is putting the team on his back and it sets my teeth on edge. Well, I picked up that spear and did what any normal person holding a spear would do: I chucked it at shit. Unfortunately, when you throw shit at other shit then shit gets broke, and that's exactly what happened. The spear nailed two glass cups dead-on and fucking obliterated them.

Well, the roommate of the person throwing the party (who happened to a good friend of mine) got seriously mad. It was clear he didn't want all of these assholes at his place anyway, but he later came back from where ever, looking for the glass in question only to figure out it's final demise by my spear.

I apologized to him cause that's the right thing to do, but he told me not to worry about it. Taking my leave, I trolled around the party for a bit. However, while around the party I kept noticing one recurring theme: a sad fucking roommate. Every now and then while we were all having fun, I could catch a glimpse of the roommate sitting somewhere looking unbelievably sad and stressed out.

Let's see if you can understand what I'm talking about. Let's play a little game of Where's Waldo, except in this version it's "Where's the Suicidally Depressed Roommate?"

See what I mean? The guy was not enjoying the party AT ALL. I guess the glasses meant something...

The party was a big hit with those who weren't roommates though, and the night died down eventually. As it neared the 3 AM mark, I was hanging out with the party thrower and in the next room we could hear gigglin'.

I think you need to understand what I mean by "I could hear gigglin'." It wasn't so much that we could hear gigglin' being in the room next door as much as it was that EVERYBODY could hear gigglin'. This girl was gigglin' mad loud and mad drunk.

It was at that point that suddenly we heard the loudest "WHAM!" of a door being closed we've ever heard. The laughter died. I mean the whole apartment complex shook, hell the people next door probably heard this shit. After getting freaked out and briefly contemplating shitting our pants. I honestly thought he killed her. I didn't go to investigate, I was just awaiting death.

The next day we went to investigate and to our vast surprise we found out that the sad roommate (now deemed the sadmate) got so pissed off at this jet-engine level gigglin' that he fucking slammed a door using the power of the earth and the gods. Needless-to-say he can slam doors pretty fucking loud.

Sadmate has my vote for President in 2012. I mean what he believes in, go do that. I love that, I love that, okay? Just stay away from my family.

Yes, that's him holding a knife.

Weird Mods; Approved by weird people

2010-10-29T12:49:00.000-07:00

Fallout 3 shares the same problem that Oblivion had. Since the game and the engine can be modded to do very advanced stuff, that's when you get a weird group of people (namely Pedophiles, Furries, etc.) who are dedicated to your game and are able to make mods that aren't suit recolors. You might get weird mods from weird people.

It is unknown where they spawn from or where they are created. These weird mods show up everywhere in your favorite mod downloading website. Usually, the group of weird people all gather together like in a weird ritual cult status and all endorse it. That is when it becomes higher voted, mainly because of the weird people who enjoy it and are largely ignored by the people who dislike it. I am not just saying furry mods are the mods I am mentioning, no, there are more.

I'll list out two examples of some weird mods and I will then go into detail on to why it's so weird.

-Children of the Wasteland- Enhanced Playable Children

Why is this so weird? Sexualized Children? Ew.

This is one of the most, yes, endorsed mods on fallout3nexus. Pedophiles a like can now install this and install the Prostitution mod and have sexual intercourse with a child. Holy christ, that is really low. I really don't know why people can't keep their sexual fetishes to themselves rather than display it everywhere, but okay.

The mod itself wouldn't be bad if you could just play as a child and go on with it, but really, ughh.

Star Fox FO3- Falco Fox Krystal Miyu Wolf

Why is this so weird? This mod is made by furries, for furries or fans of Star Fox, but really just furries. This is weird to me because I do not share the same sexual fetish with furries, therefore it is very strange to me.

This mod wouldn't be so bad if it was REALLY a mod to put the Star Fox team into the world of Fallout. You know, the complete innocent reason. However, Hell cannot turn cold and the sun won't crash into the earth, so no, that is not why it was made.

It was made to whore out Krystal, the poster girl for furries. They cannot contain thier ridiculous sexual fetish to themselves and they have to port Krystal into everything. Why I say this is because, this is FULLY compatible with several nude and sexual intercourse mods. Honestly, what the hell?

In a furry's mind, everything need to include furries, everything. This includes Video Games, Operating Systems (Yes they have their own Ubuntu that does NOTHING but change the wallpaper and icons), Comics, Movies and everything else you can imagine. I honestly will not spend the rest of this blog's life bitching about furries but honestly, if they kept to themselves and didn't try to hop onto every comment bin making fun of them and bitch, then I wouldn't spend more time bickering about them than talking about pedophiles making the previous god awful mod.

Honestly, these are two mods I found randomly on Fallout3Nexus that are both approved by the groups of people in which they are both made for. The internet is something else.

FINAL SCORE:
Times said "weird": 12
Times said "furry": 10
Times said "mod": 17

SLPM: Trolls who are dead serious?

2010-10-28T11:23:00.000-07:00

This Second Life psychology moment is for the Grifers who over time, inevitably get wrapped up in on themselves and their little group of choice. They start off as an out-lander, known to no one and end up with more of a Second Life. That's when they start egotripping at the gates of Hell.

When they first ventured their curious way into Second Life, they came with the purpose to end-all-destroy-all. Meaning, no connections, nothing. They wanna break and destroy everything. They usually start off as a welcome troll. Where they go to Welcome Areas and troll.

Groups of 4channers, what used to be WU and is now Atlas Inc. or some shit finds them and recruits them. Usually this never happens and you find them but let's say this happened. The Troll who used to work alone is now exposed to so many people and different ways of trolling.

"Oh my god! Girls" he says, as one is on mic. They chat and get along. With his quick wits, he basically gets her heart and is now dating her on SL. The thing about being a full fledged griefer is to not get wrapped up in any affairs, make no friends and absolutely date no one on SL, not even people in the same group. That is if you are deeply serious about end-all.

Usually when people date in SL, even griefers, they take it very seriously. Again, as a griefer your job is to not get griefed back, so don't expose your weaknesses. Oh whhops, you are deeply serious about this girl from the Internet in terms of dating her.

Disaster strikes! Someone is making fun of his online girlfriend on a video game over the Internet. The Troll now retaliates, he has sense gotten many tools of griefing on Second Life, this includes Client Crashers and the like. He will then get really mad, type in all caps yelling at the person making fun of his internet girlfriend who is doing so on a video game, crash him, log off and pout and get mad.

Here's our trolling friend at this point.

After a while, he'll notice his name is old, old enough to be "respected" by pubbies and fellow members of his group, he doesn't want to raid anymore. He's too important in the group to lose the name, he spent 2 years on this name and it's the oldest looking one in the group, he is important now. Big man on campus is what they say.

He keeps in contact with Second Life Internet Girlfriend via phone. Once she breaks up with him, he cries and threatens to commit suicide. This is for real, mind you. She leaves him anyway.

Now whenever she gets on SL, which is rare, she quit. He'd crash her and spam her PMs full of his nonsense. Doing this while getting serious with other girls who are just trying to extort a penis pic from him and troll him because he's taking Second Life dead serious.

This egotripping usually ends with him fucking up, getting banned, getting the old name banned and taking a bullet to the brain in the first life.

Yes, it ends that way. After you read this, take a second to realize, people like this exist. It's a very sad bunch.

The best quote Link is NSFW

2010-10-23T19:46:00.000-07:00

This is truly the most beautiful picture of Miku that I've ever seen! Her sheer look of innocence as she's lying upon the piano barely wearing panties is so sweet and sexy that I "almost" wish she were a real person (tears fall). When will they finally bring her series over here to the US?! Play a sad song for me, Miku.

-- neozech

Via (NSFW): Link

Blood...

2010-10-21T19:32:00.000-07:00

"Blood. Sometimes it sets my teeth on edge,

other times it helps me control the chaos"

CWC Fighter

2010-10-19T21:22:00.001-07:00

I very poorly made this one, but here you go. It's at least funny.

I care what you say about me on a video game

2010-10-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

[00:37] Ukichan Oh: (Saved Mon Sep 20 22:42:36 2010) One more thing
[00:37] Ukichan Oh: (Saved Mon Sep 20 22:42:44 2010) I am really upset that you decided to claim to have said things that i said.
[00:37] Ukichan Oh: (Saved Mon Sep 20 22:43:12 2010) LUckily for you, because of crashing issues i’ve deleted my logs. But we both know that you edited that conversation.
[00:37] Ukichan Oh: (Saved Mon Sep 20 22:43:19 2010) I have no idea why
[00:37] Ukichan Oh: (Saved Mon Sep 20 22:43:24 2010) it’s still clear that you are an idiot.

This girl got really mad at a friend and I because we made fun of her to no end. She obviously has more of a Second Life rather than a First. Her first one could be very small to non-existent.

She is the classic character of "I care what you say to me online". She has MANY friends and MANY tools to fight people like you. She has a lot of friend skills and is probably part of 1-3 Second Families.

While we look at her real life. She never leaves the house, probably will make hikikomori look like they are part of society. Failed High School or maybe just Elementary, noting that she thought of a Virtual life that is more important than a real, stressful life. In debt, buying virtual clothes she goes through in a day or two.

Even saying all this, she will google herself and find this very article. She will then, dispite reading this part, comment and express her anger and try to clear the situation, tell my loyal fans that I am liar and I make everyone look bad through lies. She will then IM me on Second Life and then claim she isn't mad but I am just lying out of my teeth.

Just in case you didn't know, her avatar is her. She left her shell of a body long ago to live a virtual ideal life.

Just in case she throws a fit and comments, say hi!

There isn't much more I can talk about, this is really just the whole case. It can be summarized within a few paragraphs.

Bleh..

2010-10-18T12:59:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to write. Really. Other than Apathy still has a grip on me. I refuse to do anything, which is shitty. I think I'll back to take a walk for 4 miles.

I'll come back to tell you another Second Life psychology moment after I take a walk. Without further, I'll be back.

Creative Block

2010-10-16T20:35:00.000-07:00

For some odd reason, I feel like I want to make something. Then when I fire up the spark to start on sometime, I stop. As for a 3 year old project that I haven't done at all and a birthday gift to draw, all I can do right now is sit back and listen to the Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World the Game soundtrack.

My roommate is fast a sleep with one of my cats next to him, probably kneading him and waking him up. I don't know.

I am somewhat inspired by Awful Fantasy 3 and Paul Robertson to do something. I want to make an RPG based on just real life events and just kind of fuck with reality and make it just seem like a manly story. Namely, "I walked the dog" becomes, "I walked the dog and all of a sudden my village burned down, all I had was the dog and the sword.".

But fuck... man, apathy becomes me and I stop doing creative things. On the bright side, I am learning Japanese. Not that Romaji horseshit, real fucking shit, man. I feel good about it. I can't say much about nothing, but if you are an adult male, you are an 男の人。(otokonohito) If you've guessed it, Rosetta Stone Lesson 1. Kudos for you.

Here's something for you guys, fun random shit:

Same head just a new body from yours truly.

Finally got this one done. Check it out.

2010-10-15T17:58:00.000-07:00

"Second Life is stressful" says the Club Owner

2010-10-14T15:04:00.000-07:00

[18:27] Cerise Emor: Guys…I have to as you to LEAVE NOW
[18:28] Cerise Emor: Listen mother fuckers this is MY fucking house
[18:28] Cerise Emor: GET THE FUCK OUT NOW

We brought this user to this brink by literally standing on the stage still. She makes her job to be like it's a real club. Now it's just damn pathetic.

Man, right clicking a person who is standing still and hitting "Eject and Ban" is real hard work. That is like going through 30 marine boot camps all at once. Man, every time I eject someone I get really stressed and just give up on life. If someone is causing trouble inside of a video game, then that means they are causing trouble in the real world too. Your second reputation is ruined if you don't eject those griefers.

Most club owners and other shitheads, for some reason, have friends that will reflect badly upon those who let griefers in for more than 2 seconds. Fuck loyalty, YOU ARE THE ONE who is being unloyal if you let them griefers stomp around. Man, I can eject them faster than you, what are you? SUPPORTING THEM?

Second Life is a dumb game for dumb people, they get mad over simple shit like panhandling, they claim it's 'evil', going so far as comparing it to stomping babies and burning churches. However, they are the ones that turn around and buy dog penises and keep the furries wealthy. Once furries get money, they will never share and they will only purchase things from other furries (e.g. More Dog Penises and Horse Cocks).

Stressful Club Owners make furries wealthy, now you've learned the root of all evil.

'Brand new computer' shield mentality explained

2010-10-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

[15:23] Giygas Static: what happened
[15:23] Giygas Static: did you get mad
[15:23] Ashley Zane: ur not going to make me crash
[15:23] Ashley Zane: lol
[15:23] Ashley Zane: i have a brand new computer
[15:23] Ashley Zane: so
[15:23] Giygas Static: really
[15:23] Ashley Zane: keep trying
[15:23] Giygas Static: What kind

This person on Second Life told me they have a huge new computer. Really, I love it when players have a certain shield against the griefers. Ethier it's muting, Lindens or just plan old EJECTING YOU, they feel that they can take on the world.

In Ashley's mind, a brand new computer most likely came from Dell. I don't know, I know she didn't custom make it. It probably has an ok Graphics card, with 4+ GB of RAM on a 32-bit processor, making so much RAM virtually useless because she didn't know.

The funny part is, people with these mental shields, they are wrong, very wrong. They think that everyone applies to their rules and their standards in life. Thou shall not make new accounts, thou shall not bypass IPs. For some reason, griefers always stay on the same IP and computer information to them. Like if we got ejected and banned, they would instantly win, I dunno.

If they have tools against you, they will make really bad jokes about your avatar and other things they personally care about themselves. It's no secret that they probably shoveled Cash upon cash for lindens for virtual dresses so they can look good at fashion squares in a video game. Mind you, you are just a simple person who is probably bored and just wants to get a good chatlog from someone and you're gonna get it.

They turn around and say I HAVE A NEW PC, CANT FIGHT ME. Which is a good enough laugh for a bit. The best is when someone threatens to kick and ban your ass out for good when they can't do anything. They figure if they say well enough it'll scare you away, which never happens.

Welcome to the BLOG`

2009-09-15T12:24:00.001-07:00

This is a blog where I talk about thing you probably don't care about.